When you made me smile!

I went to the moment,paused for a while
Re-lived those moments when you made me smile!

Not once trying to know how you feel now
Not once trying if I still make a difference somehow
Not once caring the way I used to dare
Not once remembering the bonding that was rare

I went to the moment,paused for a while
Re-lived those moments when you made me smile!
Not once looking back to the space that was all mine
Not once missing the understanding so sublime
Not once saying "Stay I need you now!"

Not once confessing that i did love you somehow

I went to the moment,paused for a while
Re-lived those moments when you made me smile!

Not once hurting myself with meaningless tears
Not once confronting the real you with any fear
Not once remembering the honesty I had shown

Not once crying over the fact,perhaps always "well-known"

I let you go
I help you disappear
I will watch you be someone else's shine
and will stand by holding on to my aching heart
to fault over someone who from
very beginning was never mine...!!